Acknowledging That I Entered My Crow Phase

by Edith Boyer-Telmer

Dear Friends,
those of you who are reading my blog on regular basis and those who have taken a look at my “about me page” already, might be aware that I celebrated my fifties birthday this year. Now in many minds, trained in thinking pattern of the western society, this is a number that for women usually is attached with a whole collection of stigmas and collective ideas of limitations. As I am on my personal path of unwinding such entanglements, I can see in my life that I am incredibly blessed that for me personally that was not at all the case.
Nevertheless, there have been some new insides from the spiritual realms and inner shifts going on before the actual date hit. Allow me to express myself in the words of James Broughton when I say:
I’m happy to report that my inner child is still ageless.”

So what are the changes worth mentioning? One thing that I noticed on the physical level is that my menstruation has not happend for many month now, and that this letting go of the physical bodies natural cycles of recreation has for me so far happened without any of the well known side effect. Acknowledging that, I remembered a conversation I once had with a friend of mine, who is about 10 years older than me.
In our exchange she spoke to me about her experience with the menopause and the challenges it brings for her daily life. I told her that I expect my transition to be quite painless, as I have done a lot of healing work on the feminine side of our family line, as well as on my personal life experiences in that perspective. I am deeply grateful to see that my mind, my emotions and my physical body are deeply enough in peace and alignment with my ideas these days, that pain is not needed to allow the transformation to happen.

Over the past three month we could all witness how the current political direction the US government has taken on the topic of women’s safety and integrity in the society, has moved the emotions of millions of people (women as men) all over the world.
I am not a US citizen and personally have no ties to the country what so ever, but in all this movement of feminine energy I witnessed about myself, that my voice has suddenly even more weight than it had before. Suddenly I am not the only person in the room who is willing to bring up the famous “elephant in the room”, suddenly indeed there are millions of sounds in the air that reflect topics I spoke about since years – topics of equality and justice between the forces of masculine and feminine energies in the outside as much as the inner world.
Last but not least I would love to share that overall there is a bigger peace that I detect has grown within my heart over the past few month, an even profounder acceptance for all that I am; all that I have to do in this world to respond to it in authentic manner; and all that others have to do in order to represent their own truth in clarity.

Now while I was contemplating what might be the most interesting details to share with you guys, I got the clear assignment to also post with it an angelic number sequence that is representing the energetic vibration all this insides are creating within me right now.

It is the Angel Number 1717:
Seeing this combination is the amazing message, that we have reached a stage in our spiritual development, where the manifestation of our soul’s desires becomes our natural ability. Our birth right to be taken care of by the power of our soul, has returned. Our authentic ways of living our life values, and commitment to create manifestations guided by the higher heart, are now paying off. The angels applaud our efforts, and let us know that we are on the right path. Focus on what you love and what fills your heart with passion, stay present and accept new changes or challenges with a peaceful mind.
If you see this number combination on a regular basis, than you are at the blessed stage in life, where you are manifesting your life from the ease of being. Don’t worry if this is only true so far for one or two layers of your life, the rest will come over time as long as you keep up with the good work and keep growing in faith. Allow yourself to be the blessed child of the universe and the earth that you are, and know that your souls most fiery desires are already fulfilled.

If you begin to understand what you are without trying to change it, then what you are undergoes a transformation.
J. Krishnamurti

You can have everything in life you want if you will just help enough other people get what they want.
Zig Ziglar

Look into the nature of desire, and there is boundless light.
Padmasambhava

There is no easy walk to freedom anywhere, and many of us will have to pass through the valley of the shadow of death again and again before we reach the mountaintop of our desires.
Nelson Mandela
Dear ones, I hope you are all consciously designing your individual path within this great big collective awakening process into the Golden Age of Aquarius. I hope you enjoyed what I had to share and that it could inspire one or the other of you, to go out and celebrate being alive to the fullest!! 
Love and Blessings
Edith

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Collectively Moving On From Sexualization And Abuse

by Edith Boyer-Telmer

Dear Friends,
the other day I had a very interesting exchange with a friend, talking about a sentence I heard while watching a random television show. The protagonist in that reality TV show answered, when she was asked about her past as model for the Playboy Magazine, the following: “We are women! We have tits and a pussy, men are always going to sexualize us! That’s something we can’t get past!!” Honestly, the fact that she would express her observations as such radical truth truly shocked me.
But the current reality is, that f
or women in western society it has become a state of “daily normality” to be harassed, depressed or insulted on a sexual level. Currently we can see how on all levels of life, our youth is deeply effected by the porn-culture they are growing up in, and the resisting lack of authenticity as well as clarity in sexual relationships.

This is from the Article “Growing up in Pornland” by I meet girls who describe being groped in the school yard, girls routinely sexually harassed at school or on the school bus on the way home. They tell me boys act like they are entitled to girls’ bodies. Defenders of porn often say that it provides sex education. And it does: it teaches even very young boys that women and girls are always up for it. “No” in fact means yes, or persuade me.

The proliferation and globalization of hypersexualized imagery and pornographic themes makes healthy sexual exploration almost impossible. Sexual conquest and domination are untampered by the bounds of respect, intimacy and authentic human connection. Young people are not learning about intimacy, friendship and love, but about cruelty and humiliation.

So what is it we can do? One think we all can enforce together is to support women in growing into strong mothers. A masculine child does not only need the love of his mother, but also the firm hand that tells the son about boundaries and personal time for “mommy recovery”. To make it clear from the beginning on, that “mother” is apart from the provider for survival, also is a normal human being with personal needs.
Knowing that as a child, makes it easier for the adult man to accept a partners boundaries and personal desires too.

Talking to our son’s about the fact that every woman indeed has a personal way and need, how to express her own sexuality, and letting them know that it takes time to listen if one wants to discover a woman’s sexuality, also helps a lot to keep their minds open in the face of a collective over-sexualization.

And another thing we also can do now when we are women in this world, is open our mouth and share our stories. The time for silent suffering is over, the time of united healing has begun! Letting others know they are not alone and how we went through the same things they also have experienced, sets the healing even stronger into motion and shortens the time it collectively takes.This is a particularly beautiful poem which is expressing the profound pain passed on over the generations, and which has touched me deeply recently.

The poem came from the facebook page Source Medicine:
You no longer have to hold in your shame
Ancestral woman you can dance now
You no longer have to hide and stay still
Ancestral woman you can laugh now

Your laughter heals the tears of your daughters
Ancestral woman you can cry now
Cry and howl at the stars until your wounds blossom into flowers
Ancestral woman you can learn now

It’s not your fault as you let go of guilt, blame and shame
Ancestral woman you are of the Earth
You can work with herbs without persecution and death

Ancestral woman I am sorry you were a child bride
Ancestral woman I am sorry your children died
Ancestral woman I am sorry you were a slave
Ancestral woman I am sorry you were sold
Ancestral woman I am sorry you masked your pain

Ancestral woman torn by rape, war and homicide
Ancestral woman you are the woman of today
Ancestral woman and woman of today we are here to listen and learn

As we cleanse our bloodlines of persecution, fear and pain
No longer the womb of grief and devastation
Birthing and weaving the new Earth
in the womb of pleasure and creation

While this wonderful quote expressed where we wanna go on collective level:
I want to live in a society filled with people who are curious and concerned about each other rather than afraid of each other. I want to live in a world full of brave people who are willing to risk not only adventure but emotional intimacy. I want to live in a world full of explorers and generous souls rather than people who have voluntarily become prisoners of their own fortresses. I want to live in a world full of people who look into each other’s faces along the path of life and ask, “Who are you, my friend, and how can we serve each other”?
Elizabeth M. Gilbert                                             Picture Credit: Scream of The Silenced by Dave Fadden
Dear ones, we are living in a collectively intense time and that will go on for a couple of years longer, so stop holding back your authentic expression and rather go on to practice using your voice for the good of the bigger picture. We all have the responsibility to show up, if we truly want to manifest the Golden Age of Aquarius for all beings on planet earth over the coming decades.
Love and Blessings
Edith

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