My Collection Of Awakening Experiences Continues No III

2-2by Edith Boyer-Telmer

Dear Friends,
nearly one year ago, on February 08th 2016, I shared with you this post called “A Collection of True Awakening Experiences II”, which was a Free E-Book project inspired by the wonderful Barbara Franken – to bring together the stories of many female voices, and their unique experiences on the path to authenticity and truthfulness. I did so, because I love projects that are born from collaborations, I saw a big chance to inspire lots of other women and men, and because I was giving myself a blessing for my birthday – which is the 8th of February.
This year I will make another leap into the unknown, and record an interview that I was invited to by the lovely team of  the awakening platform “The Spiritual Voice”. I will let you know for sure, when the talk goes online!! But in the meantime I did not want us to miss out on a review of the past year, and the steps I was able to make.

In what I posted for 2016, I spoke about the last ten year of my personal path of growth and enlightenment, and the dreams I have for the year that back than was lying ahead of me. Looking now at all the leaps and turns that I have taken in the meantime, I first of all feel like expressing my gratitude to my wonderful spirit guides, my loving dog family, my magnificent friends and all the other wonderful creatures, from the physical as from the non physical realm, for making my life such a magical ride of light and fun.
The Tarot Deck that I was talking about before, is developing beautifully. It is demanding a lot of attention and seams to have a very clear picture of how it want’s to be brought to light. I try to be the best immaculate mother to it, that I possibly can be, just follow all the corners the flow is taking and watch the tables turn. With my personal work load, I am about 1/3 in – my partner is very inspired in her painting process, and so we hope to be ready for publishing by the end of the year.

But not only that this baby is developing just fine, in the meantime I was inspired by international world events, with the idea for a book about creativity in 2017; as this is one of the major energy fields this year is powered with. My partner and I, also started talking about the value of a book about the creative process itself, as it is quite fascinating how deeply we are called to listen to the constant changes the deck is demanding from us. We have to be awake, present and willing to serve, when ever we sit down and concentrate on sharing what we receive.
eI also still adore my income work. Every time I AM spending hour with another being in a one on one training, I feel like another wonderful seed has been brought into blossoming. To have the chance and watch people go from the insecure thought of “am I crazy to think of feel a certain way”, to self-acceptance, self-love and forgiveness – which than leads for them to strength, stability and clarity in their guidance; is always a rise in my own inner degree of divine bliss.

And than, as the end or the ultimate test for every awakening seeker – there is of course the lovely family. I went back home to visit my core family during the summertime of 2016. Oh what a ride it was!! I started of with meeting good friends of mine, who had invited me to come by at their house and do some magnificent energy work with them, which I happily did. I spend several days with this closer circle of very like minded people, than I went to meet my mother. Now you need to know that karmically my mother is the only significant person o my system. She turned 85 last year and is in general in good shape, but what I noticed was a change in mindset.
When I was a child, my mother was a woman who would work and push thru every physical pain you can possibly imagine. She did so to such an extend, that I actually all my life considered her very cruel (a mix of her personal history and as well one of the B-Sides of her numerological vibration of 18/9). Maybe also because one day I had watched her slip with the ax – cut deeply into her meaty knee – take a deep inbreathe, than simply remove the ax – slip a bandage on and continue. As a little child, that was a shocker to me!
And now this same woman is talking about how normal it is to feel physical pain all the time, when you are of her age; how normal it is to not want to engage with life and seriously talk anymore, when you are of her age; and a lot about her loving connection to my beloved brother Martin, who died on Valentines Day 2011. I occasionally talk with my brother too, but I do not share any of her mindsets about aging or the physical body, and even that I did not mention that – my mother was triggered by vibration.

During this Vienna visit, I took many more trips to my mothers house, in order to spend at least 2-3hours the day with her; an amount of time I thought she would be able to handle without exploding on me in one way or the other. I have to confess that I overestimated her much more than I could even ever had imagined in my darkest childhood hatred ;-). The pattern of freak outs ended up with a frequency of 3-4 days, in which i watched her build up her frustration about “not being able to understand my world”, and than unloading this frustration in my presence.
I was fine with that, as I had sensed in my first week of traveling, that I possibly would not come back for a very long time – which also included a big chance that I would not meet her alive again – so I saw it as my last chance for a personal service to our relationship. Now let’s be honest, with today’s technology even long-term physical distance would not make any difference to a family that is close, but in our family the principle of war against everything that is bigger than the single ones imagination was “the word”.nOn my last day of meeting with family members, I came to my mothers house in a state of deep sadness about my brothers absolutely ignorant behavior, and even more the abuse he showed for the brotherhood laws for the Golden Age of Aquarius (a collective human theme, that always sets off my inner alarm system when I see people breaking the hermetic laws). That is something, I can not explain to my mom – and she is not good in holding space for other peoples pain. I tried to avoid a last clash and asked her for some time and space on her balcony, to deal with my own feelings and left for a little conscious breathing session.

But than – like I said – she is not good in handling that other people insist on having feelings ;-). She exploded over the fact that I would allow myself to come to her house, in a state of need for myself – and not perfectly poised and ready to chit-chat with her. In a moment of totally loosing it, she screamed at me “in your presence I cut all my feelings off”; to later tell me in confidence, that she also thinks of me as “the Angel of Death” – because both, my brother and my father died, when I had visited my family. It took me about five month to understand and integrate the details, of how this moment of my life was an incredible blessing.
Time to realize, that the tapestry of this ultimate rejection, that had grown from the moment on I started building my little fetus body in her womb, would unveil the last karmic strings to me that had connected us. By now, a “freedom to naturally BE ME” is the domineering feeling in my life.
Last week I had the pleasure to receive a reading of my personal Maya Calender interpretation from a dear new friend of mine, the amazing artist Gerhild Resch. She has the amazing ability to channel in a shamanic journey, how the different qualities of ones inner powers are feeling and if they are in need of any adaptations. I will happily report about the incredible details she unveiled to me in another post, but lets just say a little right now. Her explanations opened with telling me, that she had ever only shared a world like mine for one time before during her long experience, and that was in a reading she did for a child. The world she discovered in my sacred heart, was in her words that of “Alice in Wonderland” ;-), and that is just how I feel my life to be.

Dear Ones, I recently ended a piece with the following words: “I hope you are filled with a spark of inspiration right now, that you are motivated to remember the wonderfully relaxed ways in which you have been playfully creating as a child, and that you will allow them to guide you to a new mindset. No matter if you are planing to become the most important innovator of the Golden Age of Aquarius, or if you are just looking for new ideas to create your personal life, a playful approach is always helpful”. And believe me when I am saying with all my heart “I acknowledge what an incredibly blessed being I AM, to look at what I just shared with you and realize – I myself have very well followed my sparkling advice ;-)”!

Love and Blessings!
Edith

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Libra Full Moon & Lunar Eclipse

librDear Friends,
still under the energetic field of yesterdays Equinox Blessings and Challenges, we are already sensitive to the influence of the Worm Moon that peeks on March 23rd. This Full Moon in Libra is coming with an Eclipse and tons of energy to push our collective awakening. Again this high frequencies will keep shifting our perspective, till we are as human collective a step closer to the vibrations of the Golden Age of Aquarius.
One thing that can help us with in the experience, is to make a deep inner connection with the elemental forces; with the water element; the air element; the earth element; the fire element and the element ether (spirit), as the uniting force of it all. I hope you are navigating the constant shifts gracefully, are committed to another breakthrough on your personal awakening path, and feel deeply guided thru every step on your way!!
Love and Full Moon Blessings!!

Edith

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mooShared with the kind permission of the wonderful Kelley Rosano:
The Libra Lunar Eclipse happens on March 23. This is the last Eclipse in Libra. It is close to the equinox on March 20. This is a powerful month for change. The Sun is in Aries. Happy spring! Yeah! This is about new beginnings. New ideas. New birth. A fresh start for your life. Aries is where you fly solo into the unknown. You learn as you go. The Moon is in Libra. Libra is about relationships. Aries is about the individual. Where do you need to be more independent? Where do you need more cooperation?
Venus is the ruling planet of Libra. She is in Pisces. Saturn at the Full Moon challenges her. Venus opposes Jupiter on March 25. Venus is what you love and value. The message here is to stay in your heart. Move forward on your life path destiny. Keep the connection strong between your heart and your head. Mercury is in Aries. Coupled with the Sun. This is about balancing your mind and will with your feelings.
Jupiter is making three powerful squares to Saturn. The first was August 3, 2015. The second square is March 23 and May 26, 2016. It is time to question your assumptions. What do you believe is possible for you? What is driving you? Is it time to leave a relationship or situation behind? What is no longer serving you? You may expand in some areas of your life. While cutting back in other parts of your life. Do not be in a hurry. Haste makes waste. Your Patience pays off. You could get a new job offer. That promotes your ability to get ahead in the world. The new offer could give you more freedom. You could start a new business. Work that gives you passion. Something that feeds your soul. Release your self-imposed limitations that have held you back in the past. It is time to test your assumptions. It is time to expand your worldview.
What do you want?
What do you want for other people?
What do you want in your relationship?
Is life giving you what you want? If not, it is time to change your strategy. Using your intelligence and intuition to get what you want. kiguyThis is the message for March. Change your strategies. Strengthen your boundaries. Is it time to raise your standards? Do you need to upgrade your relationships? Eliminate your toleration’s. Clarity is king. Get clear in your vision. Get clear in your goals. Get going. Aries is the best time for planting your seeds. You will reap your harvest in the fall season. Full Moon’s flush out that which has been hidden in the unconscious. They bring to light old issues that require real change. Superficial changes will not work with this Moon.
The Eclipse will reveal your real feelings. Do not allow your fear to keep you from your truth. Come from love not fear. Speak your truth. Be true. Be honest. Much will be shown to you at this Eclipse. Your intuition will be strong. Trust your intuition. Trust your instincts. They will not fail you. Your eyes can deceive you. Your mind can fool you. But, your intuition will be right on the money. It is not about who is right and who is wrong. It is about whose life is really going the best, most of the time.
The Libra Full Moon message is keep your heart and mind open. Relationship issues are front and center at the Libra Moon. You are in relationship with Life. You are in relationship with your partner. You are in relationship with your money and health. Relationships are your mirrors. They reflect both your light and darkness. What is being revealed to you at this Full Moon? What are others reflecting back to you? Do what empowers you. Do what supports you. Libra is about balance.
Are your choices creating balance for you? On the other hand, where is your life out of control? Love you more than the need to please others. Without you, what do we have? Real love begins with you. Love you. Love. In this way, you will have so much more to offer others you love. Fill your cup first, and then fill the cups of others.
Do what makes you happy. Follow your Bliss. You are to spread the love. You are to shine your light. This is why you are here at the turning of the Ages. This is your mission. “You are celebrated for all you are and all you do.” –Ivo/Lisa Dorr
Be Blessed. Be safe. Be well. You are loved. All Are One.a

“Nobody else knows your reason for being. You do. Your bliss guides you to it. When you follow your bliss, when you follow your path to joy, your conversation is of joy; your feelings are of joy. You are right on the path of that which you intended when you came forth into this physical body.”   — Abraham

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Virgo Full Moon – Work with Your Passion

mmDear Friends,
the energies of the last few days have been crazy transforming and pushed us collectively one more time toward the aches of our extension span. This field will keep increasing at least until we face the Virgo Full Moon peeking on February 22nd.
The high frequencies will keep shifting our perspective, till again we are as human collective a step closer to the frequency field of the Golden Age of Aquarius. I hope you are navigating the constant shifts gracefully, are committed to another breakthrough on your personal awakening path, and guided thru every step on your way!!
Love and Full Moon Blessings!!

Edith

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Shared with the kind permission of the wonderful Kelley Rosano:
There is a Virgo Full Moon on February 22. The Sun and Neptune are coupled in Pisces. They are opposing the Moon in Virgo. This Moon empowers you to keep your feet on the ground while you reach for the stars. You are being asked to balance your heart—Pisces with your head—Virgo. You are to fulfill your duties and responsibilities with the need to dream and create. The veil is lifting. The spirit world is becoming more physical each day. You are increasing in light. You are raising your vibration. This brings heaven to earth. You are a great spiritual being. You are powerful. Use your power to create the life you want. Let go of what no longer serves you. Take charge of your life. Keep Looking up!,Neptune represents your highest ideals. Neptune reveals your ideal work and ideal relationship. Neptune says if you can visualize it. You can create it. Neptune represents levels of God-consciousness that go beyond your human mind. That is why Neptune can be so confounding. Dreams feel real. Reality feels like a dream. Neptune reminds you that life is but a dream. Balance your need to dream with your duties. You want to find the middle ground in your daily responsibilities, with your need to dream and create.
The Pisces Sun is coupled with Neptune. You may find that your relationships are confusing. You may be unclear about your own needs. Neptune is casting spells. See people for who they are and not who you want them to be. Say what you mean. Mean what you say. If something seems too good to be true, it may be a fantasy. Take life with a grain of salt. This is not a good time to negotiate or make a contractual agreement. Hang loose. Make no judgments. Wait until March for that is when your clarity returns. Haste makes waste. Your patience will be rewarded.
You are taking care of business at the Virgo Full Moon. Each individual has a unique soul purpose. Virgo rules your service in the world. It rules your work and health habits. Virgo is grounded and practical. These are essential qualities to reach your goals. In today’s climate, it is not easy to make your dreams come true. The Leo Full Moon was the time to think big. Dream big. Now, in Virgo, you are to focus on the details and realities of life. Ambition is overrated. Passion is much healthier. Replace ambition with your passion.
What gives you passion?
What is your soul purpose?
What is your service in the world?
Your wealth is in your health. The longer I live the more this truth becomes self-evident. If you want a lot from your body, you have to give your body a lot. You can use the Extreme-Self Care Program to improve your health. Your body deserves the best food and vitamins. Exercise and rest are required to live your best life. Love your body. Give it what it needs and wants. The body is the messenger. What is your body telling you? Get your needs met and you will be needless. You are no longer chasing your needs. You can focus on what you love and value. This empowers you to live your Best Life.knkThe Virgo Full Moon message is – work with your passion. Do what gives you passion. Follow your passion. Work at your skills. Improve your gifts. Your heart and head need to work as one. This is an excellent time to do your house cleaning in mind, body and spirit. Get organized. Set your intention for what you want to create this year. Stay out of negative thinking. Instead, ask, “What supports my balance?” Do not project out into the future. You are not there yet. You can scare yourself with the “What if’s.” Stay present. The past is history. The future is a mystery. The present is the gift. Your power and effectiveness are in the now. Virgo is the powerful and effective human being. You were born perfect. You were born from Love. Your perfection lies within your imperfection. Be Blessed. Be safe. Be well. You are loved. All Are One.

“Many think success means getting everything I want. And we say, that’s what dead is, and there is no such thing as that kind of dead. Success is not being done; not being complete. Success is still dreaming and feeling positive in the unfolding.”
— Abraham

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Leo Full Moon And Mercury Goes Direct

kDear Friends,
I highly recommend you take some time tomorrow and let yourself be papered!! Right after the 5 planet stellar alignment of yesterday (Venus, Mars, Mercury, Jupiter and Saturn!!) we are hitting the peek energy of this January Full Moon in Leo. Many of us are still processing the intense effects the resent magical stellar and intergalactic events had on our system, and staying grounded with our energies will be very important over the coming days. To spend some relaxed family time in nature and do a light workout (simply kick some balls with your children!), might be just the right thing to do.
Also think of discovering / renewing / actively continuing your love-relationship with the powerful alchemy of your own breath, and let the waves of light wash away the past!! I hope you are all doing well and feel loved held and guided in this magical dance of constant transformation, we call life. The divine forces are on our side and support us with full power on our collective journey into the Golden Age of Aquarius. I hope you enjoy and use this amazing new energies that the Full Moon is providing to bring forward you true colors and pure light!
Loving Star Light and Blessings
Edith

Shared with the kind permission of the wonderful Kelley Rosano:
There is a Leo Full Moon on January 23. The best part of Leo is the inner child. You are to nourish and protect your childlike innocence. You are to be open to new ideas and fresh perspectives. Be curious about life. Be engaged in the magic of the moment. Be in your heart. Let go of the need to criticize and judge. This will kill your creativity. Instead, allow yourself to make mistakes. It is the only way to learn what works and what does not work for you. The magic word is “try.” Try something different. Keep an open mind and heart. Nourish your gifts. Gifts + Passion + Values = Calling.
What does your heart desire?
What are your gifts?
What have you come to be?
What talents have you come to share?
What is your calling?aLeo represents the creative individual. Aquarius is the power of the whole. There is strength in collaboration. Aquarius teaches us to transcend tribal limitations. You are to go beyond race, gender, age or country. All Are One. The sum (Aquarius) is equal to all of its parts (Leo). Unity builds community. When you join forces with like-minded people, you will be unstoppable. You matter. You count. You have an important role to play. What is your destiny? “Many think success means getting everything I want. And we say, that’s what dead is, and there is no such thing as that kind of dead. Success is not being done; not being complete. Success is still dreaming and feeling positive in the unfolding.” — Abraham
Full Moons are oppositions. On one side, you have the Sun and Pallas Athena in Aquarius. Pallas is the Goddess of Truth and Wisdom. On the other, you have a young Leo Moon. Shouting, “Who wants to play?” Aquarius is an intellectual and determined air sign. Aquarius teaches you about the power of knowledge, facts and reason. Leo is a fire sign. Leo rules leadership, creativity and love. Leo is passion. Aquarius is objectivity. The cosmic message is to balance your heart with your head. Find the middle ground in your relationships. Work to create the win/win with people. Live from your heart. And, be practical in your approach with your dreams and goals. There are many kinds of love. Romantic love is but one expression. Self/Soul love is the foundation to a healthy and happy life. You were born complete. You were born perfect. What you need is inside of you. Loneliness is a disconnect from your own soul (inner child). The word alone means All One. Love you more than the need for a relationship. Love you if you want another to love you. Love you. Make relationship a want not a need. You need food, water and sleep. These are real needs. Relationship is a want. You want it, if, the union adds value to your life. You want relationship, if the person makes your life better. You receive.
What is true for you?
What do you love and value?
Is your heart in the work you are doing?
Is your heart in the relationship?
Are you living the life that you have dreamed?bThe Law of Attraction rules the universe. That, which is within you, is what you draw to you. Change on the inside first. Then the outside will reflect what you want. Change yourself. Be the soul mate to you that you want in your life. In this way, you will attract one who is healthy and whole. Your soul mate will arrive when you are ready. Make the space for a partner if this is what you desire. Act as if, s/he is already here. Give to you the love you want from another. The Leo Full Moon is saying, “Don’t wait to celebrate. Live as if you have what you want.” Then you will be a match in vibration for your heart’s desire. Be love. Be joy. Shine your light. This is very attractive. There are 100 Ways to make you irresistible to the right people and opportunities. Use The Irresistible Attraction Program. Make it happen.
Leo is about who you really are. Your heart. Your essence. Your Inner Child. Purity. Living your life from your creative self-expression. Embracing your unique Self. Aquarius is community. Leo is the creative individual. Aquarius is the power of the whole. There is strength in collaboration. There is strength in numbers. Aquarius teaches us to transcend tribal limitations. You are to go beyond race, gender, age or country. The sum (Aquarius) is equal to all of its parts (Leo). Unity builds community. When you join forces with like-minded people, you will be unstoppable. You matter. You count. You have an important role to play. What is your calling? Now is the time to use your gifts to create a better world. Why are you here at the turning of the ages? Mercury will couple with Pluto at the time of the Full Moon and on January 29. This energy is intense and penetrating. Watch out for mental obsession. Worry is focusing on what you do not want. Wherever your mind goes energy follows. Focus on what you want, not on what you do not. You can solve any mystery or puzzle. You can get to the heart of the matter quickly. Truth may be revealed. On the other hand, be careful. The waters could get rough. It is going to be intense. It could be challenging at times. Some people may be aggressive. Take good care of you. aaMars is the planet of action and desire. He is in Scorpio. Mars is challenging both lights (the Sun and the Moon.) On the one hand, this empowers you to complete your creative endeavors. Watch out for losing your temper. Conversations can erupt into disagreements. This energy can make you irritable. Mars creates sexual tension. Make love not war. Channel your energy into physical activity. If you notice your anger rising, count to ten. This is temporary. The Moon harmonizes with Saturn later that day and then Uranus. Do something new and creative. Build up your strength. Practice patience. Meditate. The Leo Full Moon message is follow your heart’s desire. Play. Let your inner child soar. Fall in love with life. Nurture your gifts. Gifts + Passion + Values = Calling. You end the month with Mercury Direct! This is good news. This is your green light from the universe. You can move ahead with your plans. The Aquarius New Moon on February 8 will be a great time to start a new job or project. Begin a new love affair. Be bold. Be brave. Be Blessed. Be safe. Be well. You are loved. All Are One.

“Let your light shine for your soul is merry and bright. As you share you with this world,
all is better for it.” —Ivo/Lisa Dorr

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