in yesterdays post What I Learned From Integrating The Divine Masculine Healing Part I, I shared some personal stories of how the big collective healing of the divine masculine body, which occurred for all of humanity in February has effected my life. As I mentioned before, the triggers involved back than have particularly been cycling around masculine role models and abuses, that came from masculine authority figures. Such an impact of abuse it was for example that I could clear for myself in my little interaction with the street dogs on the beach, which I promised to follow up with – a beach boy story. So this is where I will pick it up today.
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The morning after my street dog beach party I was sitting in front of my room enjoying a morning tea, when a man simply asked me for the sugar. One thing lead to the other and we ended in a passionate and interesting conversation. We clicked as people and from there on it was like watching a whole 5 year relationship unfold in front of me, within the period of 6 hours.
Met a guy at the buffet, shared a coffee and talked a while; went our ways.. met again and enjoyed spending more time… separated again.. did our things and the next time we met (between 9am in the morning and 3pm in the afternoon), he had developed the idea of having a RIGHT to CLAIM and DEMAND my time, space and presence. No feeling into the moment and enjoy what naturally unfolds, no listening to what I am sharing and or respect for what I expressed to need anymore! SERIOUSLY… within 6 hours??
Girls my tip is, if you see him do that within 6 hours, JUST WALK AWAY… no matter how cute, sexy, interesting or otherwise attractive he is for you!!
But of course where there is masculine healing, there is also the theme of personal love relationships. And there I had the chance to let go of my past, and start again to the bones. I had a visit from an ex-boyfriend of mine. A man who spend years visiting me again and again, sharing his up and downs of life, who asked for help or advice many times – and, as I finally understood, had not heard a single word of what “I really need” in all this years. I felt very happy to be capable of finally expressing this awareness in clarity, and to set myself free from further demands from his side.And please don’t get me wrong now – I am not writing this to talk bad about guys. That is not what this share is about, these are just some challenges I overcame during this months. There have been tons of blessings to balance the energies as well!! On professional level just about all my clients recently have been man. Most of the man I worked with, had deep and old pain in their personal experience and family line. Nearly all of them focused in their healing process on forgiveness relate to their divine masculine energy and the inner child’s past imprints.
It was incredibly touching and humbling to be chosen as witness and supporter of the profound transformation they where able to allow. I am deeply confident that the insides and feelings they touched, will have a long-lasting impact on the future created.
On personal level I had the most beautiful conversations with men I recently met, much better connections and deeper clarity in the exchanges with men I know since a while, lovely new encounter full of gentleness and authenticity and I can sense a deeper trust in my co-creations and interactions with men in general.
But then its also important to say, that the healing of the divine masculine energy within is not about men! In essence it is rather about the depths of balance and harmony that can be achieved internally, between the divine feminine and the divine masculine forces in the sanctuary of our own sacred heart. And that picture is much bigger than the meeting of men and women.
What I clearly sense is that I feel an even deeper safety about life itself right now. I feel my boundaries are defined as crystal clear and authentic, that I can trust this inner father of mine to naturally stand up again every insult or aggression against my person or soul. I feel, the woman that I am as much as the over all person, is much more relaxed now. It is with ease that I engage, with ease that I stand up or speak out for myself, with ease that I walk away from things that harm me and it is with ease that I embrace all the beauty and good things that come to me.Dear Ones, I hope you had fun sticking your nose in my life ;-). Hope what I shared is inspiration to take a look back over the last few weeks and see, if you can detect moments in your life in influenced by the divine masculine healing , that now are more balanced and clear than they have been before. I hope over time this will lead us to more loving and caring relationships between all beings on earth!
Love and Blessings!!
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