What I Learned From Integrating The Divine Masculine Healing Part II

by Edith Boyer-Telmer

Dear Friends,
in yesterdays post What I Learned From Integrating The Divine Masculine Healing Part I, I shared  some personal stories of how the big collective healing of the divine masculine body, which occurred for all of humanity in February has effected my life. As I mentioned before, the triggers involved back than have particularly been cycling around masculine role models and abuses, that came from masculine authority figures. Such an impact of abuse it was for example that I could clear for myself in my little interaction with the street dogs on the beach, which I promised to follow up with – a beach boy story. So this is where I will pick it up today.

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The morning after my street dog beach party I was sitting in front of my room enjoying a morning tea, when a man simply asked me for the sugar. One thing lead to the other and we ended in a passionate and interesting conversation. We clicked as people and from there on it was like watching a whole 5 year relationship unfold in front of me, within the period of 6 hours.
Met a guy at the buffet, shared a coffee and talked a while; went our ways.. met again and enjoyed spending more time… separated again.. did our things and the next time we met (between 9am in the morning and 3pm in the afternoon), he had developed the idea of having a RIGHT to CLAIM and DEMAND my time, space and presence. No feeling into the moment and enjoy what naturally unfolds, no listening to what I am sharing and or respect for what I expressed to need anymore!  SERIOUSLY… within 6 hours??
Girls my tip is, if you see him do that within 6 hours, JUST WALK AWAY… no matter how cute, sexy, interesting or otherwise attractive he is for you!!

But of course where there is masculine healing, there is also the theme of personal love relationships. And there I had the chance to let go of my past, and start again to the bones. I had a visit from an ex-boyfriend of mine. A man who spend years visiting me again and again, sharing his up and downs of life, who asked for help or advice many times – and, as I finally understood, had not heard a single word of what “I really need” in all this years. I felt very happy to be capable of finally expressing this awareness in clarity, and to set myself free from further demands from his side.And please don’t get me wrong now – I am not writing this to talk bad about guys. That is not what this share is about, these are just some challenges I overcame during this months. There have been tons of blessings to balance the energies as well!! On professional level just about all my clients recently have been man. Most of the man I worked with, had deep and old pain in their personal experience and family line. Nearly all of them focused in their healing process on forgiveness relate to their divine masculine energy and the inner child’s past imprints.
It was incredibly touching and humbling to be chosen as witness and supporter of the profound transformation they where able to allow. I am deeply confident that the insides and feelings they touched, will have a long-lasting impact on the future created.

On personal level I had the most beautiful conversations with men I recently met, much better connections and deeper clarity in the exchanges with men I know since a while, lovely new encounter full of gentleness and authenticity and I can sense a deeper trust in my co-creations and interactions with men in general.
But then its also important to say, that the healing of the divine masculine energy within is not about men! In essence it is rather about the depths of balance and harmony that can be achieved internally, between the divine feminine and the divine masculine forces in the sanctuary of our own sacred heart. And that picture is much bigger than the meeting of men and women.
What I clearly sense is that I feel an even deeper safety about life itself right now. I feel my boundaries are defined as crystal clear and authentic, that I can trust this inner father of mine to naturally stand up again every insult or aggression against my person or soul. I feel, the woman that I am as much as the over all person, is much more relaxed now. It is with ease that I engage, with ease that I stand up or speak out for myself, with ease that I walk away from things that harm me and it is with ease that I embrace all the beauty and good things that come to me.Dear Ones, I hope you had fun sticking your nose in my life ;-). Hope what I shared is inspiration to take a look back over the last few weeks and see, if you can detect moments in your life in influenced by the divine masculine healing , that now are more balanced and clear than they have been before. I hope over time this will lead us to more loving and caring relationships between all beings on earth!
Love and Blessings!!
Edith

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What I Learned From Integrating The Divine Masculine Healing Part I

by Edith Boyer-Telmer

Dear Friends,
I am sure some of you still remember that in February together with the Mars retrograde phase, a big collective healing of the divine masculine body occurred for all of humanity. That was such a strong impact, which shifted so many peoples life profoundly, that by now many of us feel the energies have translated into different life situations that make us understand the steps we took. Back than, the energetic field invited us to concentrate our focus on the healing of the inner child, and develop new ways to gain its lost powers back.
The healing and transforming triggers involved, have particularly been cycling around masculine role models and abuses that came from masculine authority figures. And working on the themes we detect connected to this triggers, each of us had the chance for a hug personal leap in consciousness. And so did I. Since a little while now, I had in mind to share with you the results I feel from this healing wave, and finally two days ago something happened that closed the circle within.

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To make sense of the following stories, I first need to share that I am the youngest child from a family of six. Three boys and three girls, lead by two emotionally immature parents with a quick tendency to react violently to disturbances of their daily routines. Born in 1931, they where seven years old when the second world war started in Austria, and fourteen years when it ended. An energy field that was deeply implanted in all their creation ways and reaction pattern. In their minds life naturally always is a fight, a thing to survive, a thing that only by force can be handled.
As one of the results of their daily examples, two off my brothers chose // as their usual communication ways, and one of my sisters is quite a strong bully – energetically, emotionally and with words. All my childhood I was scared of authority figures and failed my good share of tests in school, simply because of the pressuring energy field of my teachers.And while my personal healing path from all this impacts of my family line has begun about 15 years ago in my tantra training, there was still lots of freedom and personal power to gain from this massive wave of masculine love for all humanity.
It somehow started of for me by the end of November, when a former work college and neighbor of mine had delayed a delivery since 4 month and I felt rather trapped in a contract that was no longer aligned with my inner rhythms and cycles. I mad my soul searching, wrote a kind AND clear letter and explaining that the situation had several times caused trouble for my household, and that I will retreat from the purchase if not delivered by the middle of the month of December, as I wanted it all to be resolved by the end of the year 2015. The delivery finally arrived on the 23rd! I also had payed in advance and there was some money outstanding, I gave him some days and than asked for the final, so we can close the accounting together. Nothing came back until the 31st of December after midday, where the final arrived in my mailbox and the money at my door.
Looking at the numbers, I realized that just about every single item was overpriced to the original offer. So I wrote another letter asking for clarification. The answer I received was “Please you have to give me some time and be considerate with me, as I have a party to give today and do not want to think of business anymore!”… And there something very old in me snapped!
I realized that because of his genuine kindness and wish to help, I had allowed this man to pull on my energetic mother strings over and over again, tolerating a behavior that at the end for me personally created pain and suffering. So I decided that this is never gonna happen again in my life at all, no matter who the person is. I spend some time burning the energies that came up in the inner flame of my conscious alchemy and made my peace. I informed him that for me this is over and done for me. At the beginning of March I met him again on the street. Finally it was his time to acknowledge his actions, apologize and give some money back!

The next bigger impact came in December to my door. For me totally out of the blue, a town member exploded violently on me in a written threat, because he felt disturbed by us (me and my 4 dogs) passing on our morning walk his property on a public path. For him it created a noise problem, as he lives at his place with 10 dogs who are all in the garden over night. I was not thrilled being once again bullied with violence into functioning the way somebody aggressively demands.
Anyway, I decided to transform again all feelings that came up in my inner fire, and invited him for a talk to find solutions together. He refused with the words “you are the solution”. I gave him two month without passing or writing and than i contacted him again. I wanted to be sure he calmed down and see if we can talk. There was no change on his side.For me the picture was much bigger than walking or not walking by his house. I felt such an intense resistance to allow his violence to make a change to my life. I sensed that what he was actually saying was, “my life/creations/decisions are more important than yours, and if you don’t bow to this idea – I will violate you”!
I felt angry, hurt, bullied and also seriously frighten and at the same time, I knew that I can not let him get away with it. When the weeks passed and I never got a confirmation that he is taking back his threat, I made my peace and decision how to deal with the situation. On legal level I let him know that he would have to pay for a physically violent attack, on spiritual level I accepted even deeper that I can not change other peoples actions and that I rather chose to empower my freedom from all fears of human violence – than to bow.

In the middle of March I went on a little trip to the sea. I was sitting on the beach with the first street dog friend I made (a female), and watched quite amused the social interactions between the dogs. Within an hour we met about a docent different male dogs with every type of character. It was lot of fun how they approached one by one – some gentle and shy, others happily playful or proud and confident. Fun, till one came on rather aggressive. He did not come like all the others from the front or the side to my body, he came from behind. His energy field was not that of interest in us, but the try to domineer, frighten and bully us.
I sensed into the situation, connected with my deep breathing, and calmed my feelings of fear – that naturally had kicked in. I opened my third eye connection with the dog and told him that we are here peacefully united and do not appreciate the way he is talking to us. I told him he is welcome to join us and relax with us from being strong all the time. He took a minute to sense into the truthfulness of this information, changed his body language and walked over to calmly sit down next to us. Within another five minutes he signaled to feel safe enough with us, that I was invited to touch and comfort him too, an honor I felt very blessed an humbled by.Dear Ones, I hope you enjoyed the read and maybe could find one or the other result of your own, reflected in the words I shared. I will continue sharing my story tomorrow, with  the hilarious experience how the moments with the street dogs of Monterricco immediately translated in the behavior of some guys at the beach ;-), and more conclusions about the changes I feel! Have a wonderful day!
Love and Blessings!!
Edith

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Mars Retrograde – Healing the Divine Masculine & The Twin Flame Fire

Dear Friends,
over the last week I had the chance to work with a beloved client in a one on one personal training. Starting our shared time of inner changes, we have not had an idea or concept jet what we want to focus on, just the openness and willingness to listen to the lead of our spirit guides. While the first day passed it became clear that we would be concentrating a lot on healing the inner child, and ways to gain its power back. On the second day the theme showed itself as particularly cycling around masculine role models and abuses that came from masculine authority figures. And working on that theme, we where not alone these days, it was the theme that moved the most energy in the collective awakening process this week.

And when we look back over the last few weeks, than we can detect that it is a trigger that has build up for a while now. Maybe some of you can remember an article I shared, discussing the impact of organized religion and religious traditions, on the picture of “a woman’s role” within human society in history and today? Or the pieces about how much confusion, misuse and manipulation is deeply rooted in the behavior of human beings in modern societies? All bits and pieces of the bigger picture that was building up to this very moment in time. So when we finished class today and I had time for some read, I had to lough hard when I found that every single step we took during the one week class, was written in the stars all along ;-)… as it was announced in one of the pieces I looked into.

Here is an expect from the article by TwinFlames 1111.

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We’re now officially in the shadow zone of Mars Retrograde – and the planet representing the Masculine is now receiving strong input from the higher realms to prepare for the big push. Pluto is heavily involved with the Masculine right now, as Mars is visiting the home sign Scorpio and stirred by Pluto itself.
This is signalling that the clearing and purging of the negatives from the collective masculine karmic fields has already begun. We are set to be receiving support from the “higher realms” with new high vibrational templates incoming, while low vibrational subconscious negativity is being funneled up and out.

Before the low and heavy energies and old negativity can be released for good from the earth plane and each individual – it has to be brought up to the surface. This is Pluto’s “job” – detoxing the Masculine. This is never pleasant, as with any detoxing – it means that a lot of old weird stuff is coming up, and a lot of the time it’s like trying to decipher a foreign language. The human psyche is incredibly complex and some of this stuff might seem completely incomprehensible. We’re given the message from spirit to have patience, stay rooted in our positive identity as souls (that we are limitless and light), and to use whatever tools we have to purge these negatives so we don’t have to let them stay around and influence us any longer than strictly necessary.

Releasing Masculine Blocks to Twin Flame Union
This can be a challenging time for many, and the way this expresses itself varies from individual to individual – do not be surprised if repressed emotions well up in the form of aggression or tears, it can go either way. The purpose of this energy transit is to release the energy of harm and abuse of power, but also to heal the self inflicted wounds of the Masculine – when someone inflicts harm on another, this creates a mirror wound energetically in the aggressor too.
A clear message here is that the Divine Masculine is undergoing a specific purge this year in order to release blocks which have been getting in the way of complete Twin Flame Union.The Root Cause of Twin Flame Running
In order to stop the Running from “himself”, the masculine must clear those most deep-seated wounds that he is still holding himself in shame and guilt and pain for. Only then can he fully open up and rise into Unconditional Love and Twin Flame Union.
It is shown to me that this is the root cause of Twin Flame Running. Twins do not Run from their counterpart, but from their own mirror reflection. If your Twin Flame is Running, he or she is ultimately Running from him or herself, not from you. Remember that Unconditional Love is an unparalleled power – send your Twin Flame love at this time, and know that you are helping them more deeply than they or you might understand right now.
Energy clearings are a fast, painless way to heal wounds, even remotely – because the Twins have signed up for this journey together and both souls are working for Union regardless of any problems going on at a surface level, one Twin can help the other by clearing negativity for them. This can truly work wonders in seemingly hopeless cases of running and ongoing separation.

A Message for star sign Aries born
Have compassion on yourself too right now, no matter where you’re at on your journey. There’s a lot of congestion “up in the air” right now that can create illusions of conflict. It’s easy to be triggered with all of this going on. It’s worth noting that Aries natives and those with strong Aries placements in their personal chart are set to be affected by this retrograde period, as Mars is the ruling planet of Aries.
In energy terms this means that Aries carries a lot of Mars energies in their physical being and this planet’s energies might therefore trigger them more strongly than others. Again, try to take this as a gift – as we’re getting to “clean house” to move forward with increased lightness of being after Mars has finished his retrograde period by late June.Dear Ones, I hope reading this lines has motivated you to keep digging deep into your own personal and family related masculine roots. To allow yourself all the self-love and healing you can possibly grasp in this very magical moment of our collective awakening process. And if you desire so, that you find yourself ready to share the Golden Age of Aquarius with a very special soul close to you!!!
Blessed Relationships and Authentic Soul Connections to you!!!
Edith

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